or something like that. life carries on, and takes me further away from my last real touch with my sister, the last time she said words to me from her head, rather than the words i put into her mouth in mine. trying to do the ‘have fun today’ thing as she strove to stay alive, and i should put equal effort into enjoying it while i can, and leaving the grieving for the evening. variable success, early days!
so today we did baking – cheese scones, watercolour painting, piano together, looked at magazines, ds-ed and the girls did a bit of home ed. yesterday we did baking – choc buns, gel pen painting, hama beading, assorted home ed things and wii. todays painting in the garden best, as able to breathe and be with. but actually shutting myself in a monastery strikes me as appealing currently.
but i did do better today.
Well done. That’s pretty good