one of the problems with blogging is that sometimes the things that are filling up your brain and spilling out of your fingers are the things you can’t blog. and this is my problem right now. i have some well nigh impossible decisions and consequences at work in the have made and to make pile – i could do with an adviser tbh! and some of these would have profound consequences to home. Home itself also has number of pending decisions and outcomes. sometimes it is hard to even bring your brain to be vaguely in the now. possibly why i have had such a rotter of a migraine this weekend. but my lesson learnt from the death of my sister is that the now is the only place i am ever in, and therefore that at some point all those decisions will be crystalised in a now moment, as will the fallout.
ah bah.
I’m soooo behind with reading blogs…. I’m sorry this comment is so late, Helen, but I just wanted to say I sympathise with the decisions-hanging-over-head feeling; wanted to send *hugs* and to hope that things are becoming clearer for you in all areas.