So huge thankyou to suzanne, my clinical director who has not only given me the tues and fri off that I asked for [in tears] but also trying to sort out wed am clinic. SHe thinks I need a break. Inspiring great loyalty, as well as making me several straws lighter – I feel I can breathe.
Aunty M went home today, saying Nanny looked a bit brighter. Still no actual bed, so in the assessment area, and the community assessment team were thinking of sending her home and popping in 3 times instead. ? when, as she still can’t move her head as neck so stiff, nor can she walk. However, getting no rehab whilst in hospital -catch 22 isn’t it. Anyway, will take the beans in tomorrow and on friday, and see what happens on wed – might have a day of rest if poss.
My Mum should have been going to Italy tomorrow, but as I believe, has/is getting dad to drive down there on his own and flying out on Sun. So that improves the weight on shoulder issue for me, and the visitor quotient and therefore will to live for nanny. Making it less likely she will give in – look I am being positive. Her temp has come down, so is obviously fighting the infection, so I am being cautiously optimistic.
It’s all just so shit isn’t it.
Tiny steps, Helen, just tiny steps and you will be ok :-).
BIG (((HELEN)))
If there’s anything I can help with at all, please shout.
sending lots of positive vibes to Nanny
Take care
Karen x
((hugs)) glad at least your work are being good for you. Still thinking about you all
oh wonderful – I’m glad they’re treating you like a human being (((Helen)))