I woke up having dreamt of vivien, and oh god i so miss my sister. knowing she is there, laughing, grumping, whatever, but being alive.

so today i haven’t achieved much at all. i did go swimming at BB’s request. i think that is it really.

7 responses to “Hmmm

  1. Hugs. Xx

  2. You made it to the end of the day, with a bonus of swimming with BB and spending time with both your girls. That’s good enough for now. More hugs.

  3. thanks. i think i just wept most of the day. we did get the bunnies out. and do some ds-ing together

  4. the pic is a skype/webcam pic

  5. Oh Helen :(

    My experience of grief is so very limited but I know it does come in waves. You feel fine and then are suddenly hit by a sledgehammer of realising the loss all over again.

    Bunnies, DSing, cuddling your precious girls and sobbing all sound incredibly right things to be doing just now.

    Lots of love xxx

  6. I know, I really know. And I am so sorry you have to go through this. Thinking of you.

  7. Have been there with the dreams, Helen. Can be so intensely painful. Hope today is a better one. x

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