Hmmm

Posted on September 19, 2010 by HHaricot | 7 Comments

I woke up having dreamt of vivien, and oh god i so miss my sister. knowing she is there, laughing, grumping, whatever, but being alive.

so today i haven’t achieved much at all. i did go swimming at BB’s request. i think that is it really.

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7 responses to “Hmmm”

Michelle | September 19, 2010 at 22:22 | Reply

Hugs. Xx
Katy | September 19, 2010 at 22:24 | Reply

You made it to the end of the day, with a bonus of swimming with BB and spending time with both your girls. That’s good enough for now. More hugs.
HHaricot | September 19, 2010 at 23:24 | Reply

thanks. i think i just wept most of the day. we did get the bunnies out. and do some ds-ing together
HHaricot | September 19, 2010 at 23:24 | Reply

the pic is a skype/webcam pic
Nic | September 20, 2010 at 00:57 | Reply

Oh Helen

My experience of grief is so very limited but I know it does come in waves. You feel fine and then are suddenly hit by a sledgehammer of realising the loss all over again.

Bunnies, DSing, cuddling your precious girls and sobbing all sound incredibly right things to be doing just now.

Lots of love xxx
Merry | September 20, 2010 at 09:20 | Reply

I know, I really know. And I am so sorry you have to go through this. Thinking of you.
Allie | September 21, 2010 at 08:42 | Reply

Have been there with the dreams, Helen. Can be so intensely painful. Hope today is a better one. x

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